Still Seeking a Path

Well, things have calmed down a little bit since I last posted... but not entirely. I have to admit, I'm exhausted mentally. It's not that my classes are difficult or over my head; in fact, they should be pretty easy, but I just have so much to comprehend!! My brain is having a difficult time understanding concepts that should be simple. I'm doing my best, but I am constantly trying to find ways to put as little effort into my classes as possible. (and so far I've been doing a decent job... which isn't exactly a good thing...) I hate basically every class I am taking... They are just no fun whatsoever.... sad part of it is that the majority of them pertain to my major, and if I'm going to have more classes like this in the future I'm not looking forward to it one bit. All the people I have talked to continue to say classes get worse/more boring as the years go on, so I am not very encouraged either. I only have 2 yrs left after this summer, but that still sounds absolutely HORRIBLE!

Why did I choose business as a major?! What was I thinking?!
I know what I was thinking: I don't know what to major in... oh, business is universally helpful... I want to start a business later in life... this might be helpful...

Bleh. I have been praying about what path I need to be taking for this next year/semester and where I am to go, and I have yet to come to a conclusion on a decision because my parents and I need to discuss options and such. While spending time with God I have heard a few things. The most prominent of which have been: sticking to my word and commitments, don't let others guilt me into doing something; God is in control and I need to follow his path for my life, not letting circumstances I am in get to me because God knows what he's doing, and lastly... what I think may be good for me isn't necessarily the path I should be taking.

To be honest, I've just become more confused and discouraged in all aspects. I know I shouldn't be, but I just don't know what to do. I'm doing my best to "be content in whatever the circumstances," but I'm struggling!!! I don't feel like I should be here and I don't have any control over that right now.

I continue to ask for prayers as I am working my way through my mental struggles and decisions that I am contemplating. Every ounce of support helps me through a day, it really does.